My Two Boys: ONE YEAR OLD!!!

My little man,

For 9 long months it was just you and I. I held my belly each night wondering who was inside there, what you looked like, and how I would feel when I finally got to meet you. Would I be a good mother? Would we love each other instantly? Then one year ago, my life changed forever. After a long, hard, worrisome, and painful journey you arrived into this world at 6lbs. 10 oz. You looked so tiny. You had a true knot in your umbilical cord, but you made your way out strong and healthy. Right on time. I remember holding you in my arms for the first time, and I was in awe. My whole reality changed in that instant that I became your mom. Your father and I had truly been blessed with an amazing gift. A gift we would never take for granted, and a gift that we would love every day of our lives like it was our last.

This past year, your father and I have watched you grow so fast. You have developed a love for books. Sometimes I catch you sitting quietly in your ball house flipping through pages. Your favorite is “Are You My Mother?” You love your Baby Can Read videos, and you will sometimes sing along with music. You love to say “hi”. You are walking really well, and really enjoy walking around outside. Every night, you and Daddy have your own bath time routine. If we mention the word “bath” you go straight to Daddy. It is his special time with you and I love to see how much joy you bring him.

We are excited to continue to be your guides, your teachers, and your cheerleaders as you discover the world around you. Know that we will always be there for you to celebrate your achievements and to help catch you when you fall. Know that you have taught us much more that we could ever teach you. The love you filled our hearts with and continue to fill our hearts with each day is something that can never be spoiled and cannot compare to any other love on earth. Each day we are blessed to share with you we cherish you more and more. We want you to know, dear son, that you have changed our lives forever. We will always try to be the best people we can be for you.

Your father and I have learned how to see the world through a different lens. From the amazement and wonder that we see as you discover something new, to the determination and resolve that resonates as you test your limits. We have learned how a simple smile can turn our day around and how discovery is such a multi-faceted experience… for this we are humbled.

Here is a picture of some of your favorite toys...